so you get a whole new person to be in love with who is in love with you back
and i get to sit here contemplating suicide
this is such fucking bullshit
no, you’re not. stop it. don’t do that to yourself.
honestly i believe your new girlfriend is a bad influence. you need someone to support you, and i feel like she’s indirectly encouraging you to hurt yourself more. it doesn’t feel right to me.
i’m sorry for saying so. i just think you need to focus on what’s causing all this self-hatred. it’s not good for you, at all. listen to the people who care about you a whole lot, and don’t listen to the voices in your head telling you bad things.
you say you’re happy but i don’t think that’s true.
tell me if you need anything. i’m always here, and i always have been. you’ve just assumed i haven’t.
i wish you wouldn’t wish things like that.
um… you did? maybe not word for word but it was sure fucking implied.