scvlptures:

depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

so you get a whole new person to be in love with who is in love with you back

and i get to sit here contemplating suicide

this is such fucking bullshit

no, you’re not. stop it. don’t do that to yourself.

honestly i believe your new girlfriend is a bad influence. you need someone to support you, and i feel like she’s indirectly encouraging you to hurt yourself more. it doesn’t feel right to me.

i’m sorry for saying so. i just think you need to focus on what’s causing all this self-hatred. it’s not good for you, at all. listen to the people who care about you a whole lot, and don’t listen to the voices in your head telling you bad things.

you say you’re happy but i don’t think that’s true.

tell me if you need anything. i’m always here, and i always have been. you’ve just assumed i haven’t.

i wish you wouldn’t wish things like that.

um… you did? maybe not word for word but it was sure fucking implied.